October 2011
2 posts
“Creativity is just connecting things. When you ask creative people how they did...”
– Steve Jobs in a 1995 Wired interview, one of 200 profound, inspirational, insightful quotes in I, Steve: Steve Jobs in His Own Words (via curiositycounts)
I’ve been lacking in my writing as of late, letting life get in the way, as it often does. And I almost started to believe that perhaps I...
April 2011
2 posts
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March 2011
9 posts
I should really stop apologizing for being me.
I wish I could cry.
“The thing about hearing stories about people that have passed is that the dead...”
– E.Rivas
I'm not close to many people anymore.
I am ready to be married...
Now if only I would meet the right man. hmm…
http://thesinglegirlsdilemma.tumblr.com/
So apparently drinking is a big Diet no no. How about I quit eating and keep drinking? The calories will balance out right?
February 2011
17 posts
I hate inconveniencing people so much..
…that I’m the type of person to do a home pedicure before I get a professional pedi. O_o
I'm not a fashionista or anything but...
To me fashion is about drama! Romance! Glamour! …if I could afford to dress fashionably I’d look like a character all the time.
Watchbetteroffbelieving:
sterrific:
Wow. I’m impressed. Probably the only thing with Justin Bieber I’ll ever enjoy.
he’s so cute.
cute. but why 3D…really? ugh…
"I guess you’re right; I’m afraid. I’m afraid to...
(via lezbfrands)
I just had to reblog this again.
“I thank God every night for the silence; the silence I resent during the day. I...”
– E.Rivas
I DON'T WANT TO CHANGE I WANT SOMEONE TO LOVE ME...
"I guess I'm too emotional in the wrong spots-"
“… but if things weren’t like that I would probably bore myself.”
-Marilyn Monroe, Fragments
My God. How many times have I thought that!?
I feel good today
Today I will wear makeup. :-)
“I woke up one day, a long time ago, and DECIDED that I would not live my life...”
– ERivas
I haven't written much in a while...
I finally got time to spend a little with my family. Saw two out of three Godsons, two sisters, one mother, and two friends. It was great. Also, I got to sit down and write. I’m working on a short script, and have about ten of thirty or so pages done. I have to work a bit more on it each day and I should have it done by my days off T/W so I can review it with my creative partner.
Then I get...
"I guess you’re right; I’m afraid. I’m afraid to...
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January 2011
118 posts
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Run out of supply and suddenly there's a demand
I’d like to consider myself a mint condition collectors item, for this metaphor.
And being an item that is rare to find, when it gets sold at Christies, suddenly there is a slew of interested collectors! WTH?
Ok, so no one has won the bid for me, but I have taken myself off the shelf…Kind of like the disney movies…I’m in the vault.
Anyway, suddenly there are the supposed...
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Life changes (2)...
I cut the tumor today.
Not a literal tumor… but a parasite type entity that was a part of my life, but not really.
See it all started with a boy. He was 23 and I was 22 or something like that.
I was instantly drawn to him, and he to me, but never fully.
So for a summer and a bit of fall we spent time together, but never fully, never really, always with people. But my did I like him....
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Life changes...
i am not on a diet.
…. I am making small life changes, including, taking note of what goes into my body everyday. (And should I lose a few, or fifty lb’s doing it, so be it!)
Just joined Weight Watchers and it’s kind of cool, like a game. I call it “Try to stay within your points while finding interesting things you can eat, or eating as normally as possible”...
Whats up? How've you been?...
How do I answer that question, when all I want to say is; Lonely. That would be a buzz kill. I can imagine the rolling of the eyes, the insincere “Oh, but why?…I miss you.” or some quasy kind statement to make my sad self feel better.
What do you say? I don’t like lying. Hmm… I guess I unfortunately would have to.
“I’m fine.”
I'm usually a positive person
So allow me to apologize for the angsty posts. This is however, where I choose to vent, so bare with me. I will be all happy and perky once again. Right now, you’ll be taking the ride with me if you choose to.
xx
This is going to sound extremely emo but...
I MUST be paying for something horrible. There’s no rational reason for why my personal life is so shitty. There’s just no logic to it. I feel like I’m constantly being punished in some way.
Is someone who wants to be with me too much to ask for? What am I a leper or something?!
I think I'm learning a valuable lesson
I need to keep me to myself. No one deserves me. No one has proven themselves. I love me. I know I don’t deserve to be second best, or to be a choice at all. I should be a natural gravitational pull, an undeniable instant bond. I should be important. Until I am important to someone, no one will be important to me. Fuck it.
Good night.
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Trying to get used to ...
being alone. Feel like I’ve always been alone, but for some reason now more than ever I feel I should get used to it.
My words will be my friends, Success will be my husband, money will be my children and I’ll keep the memories in photographs stored somewhere I won’t lose them.
on another note: I don’t want to hear that you like my hair longer, or how beautiful and...
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Itchy feet part dos... Confession
Despite my undying interest for travel, I think one big reason for the itchy feet is to avoid noticing that there is nothing grounding me here anyway. (Or to at least lessen the sting of that realization.)
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Itchy feet
I have only ever been to Florida, and Mexico. I would like to go to California, and Dominican Republic (although that’s more of a mandatory family reunion type trip). But my feet are super itchy, I really want to go anywhere I can as soon as I can.
My coworkers were telling me about having lived and worked in other countries, I can’t lie it makes me so curious, and a little jealous;...
I'm having some emotions today...
Woke up contemplative, a little down, and frankly hurt. When it came to him, I imagined this whirl wind love affair. Even if he wasn’t “the one” I could live my life having the image in my head “We’ll always have Paris” as they say. To have been so deeply in love for just a short while, that would have made our exchanges perfect. We could have made beautiful memories together and gone our separate...
Ilsa: Play it once, Sam. For old times’ sake.
Sam: [lying] I don’t know what you mean, Miss Ilsa.
Ilsa: Play it, Sam. Play “As Time Goes By.”
Sam: [lying] Oh, I can’t remember it, Miss Ilsa. I’m a little rusty on it.
Ilsa: I’ll hum it for you. Da-dy-da-dy-da-dum, da-dy-da-dee-da-dum…
[Sam begins playing]
Ilsa: Sing it, Sam.
Sam: [singing] You must...
Dear Parents. Jasmine was in a relationship with a...
I have my own issues with Fairy Tales/ Disney. But I love them!
